I want you to reflect on what it's like to be a soulbond.
Some questions to consider
(Do not need to answer all of them; this is just to jump-start discussion)
How do you relate to me? Do you see me as a host, creator, friend, tyrant, what? How do you relate to other bonds? What is the soulscape like (if there is one)? What is it like to be out in my physical world (if you've ever been there)? Is it strange to have the fourth wall broken so completely and so frequently? What is your relation to your canon? Do you still see yourself as in-character, or are you so completely removed that even an AR/AU label doesn't work? Is there something you wish could be different?
This might be a bit strange or difficult to answer, because it requires removing yourself from your own existence and looking down on it from a different perspective. Not gonna lie, you may have some sort of existential breakdown as a result of this discussion. Participate at your own risk. XD